anticipating the long awaited

my appointment is tomorrow morning at 11. i'm nervous, but oh so excited. not sure how i will fit 10 years worth of shit into one short appointment that i've waited 60 days for...should i go in with my bullet list of the past 10 years? should i just wing it and see what they ask? i have a list of meds that didn't work, and mostly just screwed with me.

mark has to work, so i'm on my own. but i know he, and my parents, will be thinking of me and are supporting me a thousand percent.

please please please give me some answers. 

resolution

i made a list on my other blog about things i'd like to do this year. but my top priority this year is to kick my depression in the ass. i will be stronger than it, i will be healthy, i will be happy, i will be a good mother, i will enjoy life, i will find joy in my days, i will prevail. i've got a long, hard road ahead of me. but i'm determined.