crumbling

here's what i need: a (AT LEAST) 3 month vacation away from kids, school, and this apartment. i'm being completely serious. i'd miss the kids, but not enough to not do it. i feel on the verge of running away when i think about another week of school. another week of kids. another week of nathan not being home ever. another week of not having any money. repeat. repeat. repeat. repeat. times 100. anyone feeling generous? anyone want to save a family, a marriage, and a soul? i gotta get out of here.