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i should have tacked this on at the end of last night's post. just wanted to add that while i was very hurt by my parents' actions (or lack there of) in this situation, they are human just like the rest of us and handled it in the way they thought was best for everyone involved. they've made mistakes by me, but at the same time they have done a million things right. i love them very much and have let it go. they are making big steps in accepting me and my "new" life. i applaud, admire and love them always.