Thursday, April 15, 2010

ring day

i've lost control of my emotions. i'm all over the map.

nathan gets his aggie ring tomorrow. (for those of you not familiar with texas a&m, this is a HUGE deal)

i'm happy for him and proud of him, but it just reminds me how stagnant i am in my dreams, goals, and life.

i bought 2 bottles of wine to get me through this weekend.

2 comments:

  1. I respect the fact that you and I are in different stages of our life. I understand the feeling of being stationary. It's nauseating and it makes me want to scrape my fingernails on a chalk board. I'm sorry that you feel that way. You are achieving your dreams and goals (whatever they may be), the route is just different. You'll get there. :)

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  2. I'm there, maybe in a different way... but I'm there. I'm not stationary, but I'm settling and moving in a direction that is parallel to my dream - which is sometimes harder than moving in the completely opposite direction. I think the hardest thing is knowing I'm capable, but its just not possible.

    Come to Houston, spend a day or a weekend or a month. We can talk and drink this amazing white wine sangria that I made. Seriously, its to die for and I don't like white wine.

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