Sunday, April 11, 2010

crumbling

here's what i need: a (AT LEAST) 3 month vacation away from kids, school, and this apartment. i'm being completely serious. i'd miss the kids, but not enough to not do it. i feel on the verge of running away when i think about another week of school. another week of kids. another week of nathan not being home ever. another week of not having any money. repeat. repeat. repeat. repeat. times 100. anyone feeling generous? anyone want to save a family, a marriage, and a soul? i gotta get out of here.

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  1. I hate feeling like I can't get away from something. I'm sorry. :(

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  2. My Nathan and I started dating at the near end of my undergrad and the near end of his grad degree. I'm so glad that I caught him when his thesis, etc. was close to said and done..same with my course work. He told me that throughout his bachelors and masters, he was hardly home, and always at either work or school (he actually broke up with his girlfriend at the time because she couldn't handle him not being around all the time). In the end, he said it was worth it, because another degree is what he wanted. Now it's my turn. It really does suck living on the other side of the country, as you know, but I'm getting my grad degree for me...and because it's my turn. Your turn will come too, should you choose that path.

    Anything is possible.

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