funk

sorry for the lack of blogging. i'll let you know what's going on when i know. everything's so messed up it doesn't even feel real.

snap dragon

i drank almost an entire bottle of wine last night. in 2 hours. when i say almost, i mean there's less than half a glass left in the bottle. nathan came home and we had an honest conversation i didn't want to have. there were many tears. i booked a flight to tennessee to see a friend. i'm going the last weekend in may. i can't wait. at this point i feel like i could run there. don't need an airplane.

all we need is love is a lie.
cause we had love but we still said goodbye.
-john mayer

deflated

it's been progressively getting worse.
i've been talking about leaving.
out loud.
why why why why why.
please let me get through this summer.